Words can't measure how I feel right now. The love of my life was taken away, snatched away just like that, a simple line in an ordinary e-mail on a usual saturday night, "Matt was killed last night in a car accident"..what.can't be.is this a joke? I bought the wine we used to drink togehter. I thought about the eggs he made for my friend and me tonight, I was thinking about e-mailing him back tonight. He left me for Thailand last summer, which left me crying for weeks, now this, and I can't even be mad at him.God damnned..this can't be true.this is a nightmare that I made up in my mind.......please tell me it was a prank..