How I could be the suject of other's affection while you are mine. But I refuse, to be bullied by my own emotions, I demand an answer, an resolution, I'm afraid silence isn't good enough, I'm afraid this is not good enough.

is so intense and real, it's almost comical.  How would I expect anyone not to think that I'm being ill dramatic. Even I want to laugh at myself.  Rejection is part of life, it's all about freewill.   

see my heart bleeding. Keep on smiling, so no one notices that I'm bleeding.